Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Thursday, December 17, 2009
till then, play safe baby. SAYONARA
Friday, December 4, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Hey hye! just wondering if u guys recognise the left woman in the picture. Actually, i have no idea who was the woman until my sister told me that she is our cousin. Or aunty to be exact. She is hot though xD ok i feel great having a hot aunty HAHA. And pls ignore the right woman, she's my sister.
ok LAME POST -.-"
OH and i would like to add something; there's an old saying "if you dont fuck yourself, you can go to hell my dear". im not so sure about the saying actually HAHA. maybe it was made up by a modern mind =D haha its funny though.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
till then, see ya <3
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Happy eid mubarad to all who celebrate it; May my harsh, heart penetrating words be forgiven, again this year. Sorry, if ive been absent for too long to whoever are still reading this blog. Sorry if ive not offended you (yes you read it right, not offended), sorry if my lack of post and updates are somehow affecting in your rel life anyway (if thats the case, i truly believe you need some spiritual guidance or some reality check)
Anyway, again, happy eid mubarak. Im still lost for words even after all this month; after all this minutes and such.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
forget about that,
hmmm, its kinda hard to accept for what had happened. i spoilt a lot of things, lost tonnes of happines. im too selfish, i never appreciate things that ive got. slowly, im losing it. and i have nothing now. not even a little happiness in me.im fading away from the world. i sometimes wonder what is she doing. giggling maybe. living happily without me. its ok. ive grown up. my mind set may be like child's mind but im big enough to think as a grown up human being. ive been through a hard time, life didnt treat me very well.i only earned trash with 18 years on earth
i dont know what else to write.
PASRAH,*pasrah tu ape?*ive no idea
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Friday, September 4, 2009
Sunday, August 30, 2009
you act like a BITCH,WHORE
you act like youre rich
you act like people adore you
you act like everybody loves you
you act like youre from town which actually youre way too far from it
you tell people you wear ROXY,MNG,TOPSHOP(do you need to tell those to the people? like youre filthy rich?) i dont think you deserve to wear those kinda things, seriously.
geez, youre totally not hot, u told us like you had a lot of guys before. you criticized them for having other girls, youre blaming the guys by the way. you should be blamed because youre being BITCHY all the time
GROW UP (to this 2 uncivilized girls) BITCHES!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
LIFE IS FUN
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
"The nightmare is over, the spell is broken! Goodbye, Kalec, my love!"
Mayhap one day, he the overly melancholic shall be bathed in Anveena's Touch once again.
Mayhap one day, he the believer shall not be deceived by the deceiver once again.
Mayhap one day, the nightmare will be over; the spell will be broken.
23th May 09; 4:46 AM
This distant feeling just got to go. Whatever this physical manifestation; this horrid nightmare just got to stop, to give me a chance to breath; to reach out and grasp what little air that is left.
LET ME GO. I BEG YOU.
When you're heartbroken to pieces, you tend to seek whatever refugees you have left, only in my case, i got none to spare.
Mayhap one day, i shall see Anveena again. Until we meet again, my love.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I found that fact, more than emotionally disturbing.
There’s a word in English, that sounds “Speech is silver; Silence is golden”. Maybe probably the best thing is, to actually be silent on pretty much every damn thing that ever crossed your mind. You know, keep it to yourself and stuff? And what will happen to our circle of relativity?
Following the great Einstein/Michio Kaku (I know whoever unfortunate soul who are reading this will never have a clue of whatever crap this post is all about; but then again this blog is about crap anyway, so...) simple, it’s just going to bend more.
Maturity experiences a new set of definition.
Your social circle will tend to bend more.
You will somehow experience a light speed warp of intelligence.
You will assume everything is being bound to reaction of chains of reaction.
You will consider yourself being superior to others, and silence > words. And even thoughts.
You’ll end up not talking anymore.
And you’ll lose your insanity in the end.
Damnation of Conscience.
Intensity of Insanity.
The Rapture of mere Crappatanza.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
I wanted to play WoW, so badly. I wanted to heal people; I wanted to be proud by the countless praise and salutation that I got from the people who knew my level of skill; playing as a healing class character.
These urge that I got, this hands trembling to touch WoW again.
WoW, you’ve been there all my youth life. Never there to forsake me; never there to broke my heart to a million pieces. Just you wait; for I shall once again, thrive in your world of fantasy. Just you wait.
With deepest love; with much love;
To my favourite Character: Sizuka.
I love you, girl.
PS: To those who are reading and got none clue whatsoever, don’t worry, its just another rambling found deep inside my heart.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Bebal lagi sial.
Macam lahanat, macam syaitan yang direjam.
Separuh hayat; separuh nyawa aku menahan.
Rintihan pantat, ku simpan.
Rintihan babi, ku tahan.
Mentari apa yang s`lalu kau sebut sebutkan `pabila mendung hujan yang s`lalu ku lihat.
Lakaran cinta apa; jikalau hatiku yang kau coreng coreng kan.
Merdu suara apa, jikalau telingaku berdarah mendengarnya.
Sayang, izinkan aku sayang, menyentuh perasaanku.
Biar gelora kembali.
Biar terbang kembali.
Dan terhempas kembali.
Fcuk. Aku lempang kau mampus.
Friday, March 20, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
I went out with my friends to celebrate our very-good-spm-result and i saw my old friends. I walked to them and shaked their hands and i heard something " waaa budak indie sial kau". That stunned me. ERR sorry i am not into indie and i don't really like people to label me as an indie-an.
Kenapa mesti indie sial? What is wrong with the world mama?
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Setiap kali aku balik dari tempat kerjaku, engkaulah benda yang pertama yang bermain main di kepalaku. Berpusing pusing ke setiap neuron; ke setiap bonjolan di otakku; yang mencetuskan perasaan gersang, gembira. Menaikkan nafsuku. Menaikkan ____ (Insert word here).
Everytime when im feeling down, feeling exhausted, i imagine you in my embrace. Imagine you by my mouth. Touching my dry lips and make it creamy wet.
Everytime when im feeling lonely, i reach out to grab you. Your wet, sulkiness texture; situated right in between your mellow sides. I reach out to run my hands down in between you. I'll play my smooth fingers, until your cream splurt out. And that cream is the greatest bliss i've ever tasted in my entire melodramatic life.
You, my wanton thing-a-magic. My grace. Cover me with your white embrace. Come close to me, and put yourself right next to my lips. Smooth out all the cream at my face, and watch me be wild like a child infected with hyperactive syndrome.
Ah, these wanton feeling will never go away as long as i got you, my darling. As long as i got you, you that makes my life bearable everyday.
Engkau, engkaulah yang sentiasa buatku gembira, segembiranya. Engkaulah sinar hidupku, sentiasa memuaskan nafsu ku. Engkaulah yang senantiasa membuatku kenyang. Engkaulah sayang ku, takkan ku hidup satu hari tanpamu...
Takkan ku hidup walau satu hari tanpamu, Oreo Double Cream. Mmmm.
"Sial la, siapa makan orea aku ni!"
I am the co-pilot. So yeah, hye. i am the handsome co-pilot.
People call me handsome but i dont really like it. So please call me deco.
okokok? fuck me. Huh?
So, my engelish is so damn godly pro supergodly superduper gamehameha good. I am good in engelish. Me can tok engelish very power till your mother drops! How can your mother drops? Me donno. But me pro can make your mother drop. Drop what? Drop le. U donno drop ar? GG la like this.
Hmm. I was get my engelish 120% on my all exams. See, i told you already is very good. Engelish so damn simple. No need study one. Only talk le. You can master your engelish for sure mar. Me can teach you engelish no biggie one la. Call me, me sure teach one.
Hmm looked liked i am very gooded now so i need to rest. I want rest le.
Nice meeting you guys.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Haha. Ok ok, hello. I am nzam. A few days ago, me and some of the young folks; which is my fellow mateys of course, decided that we should start a blog and start crapping our hearts out. So here we are, writing absolute nonsense; labelling ourselves
Engrish is WIN.
Do not ask me what the hell its supposed to mean, because truly honestly, i don't have the slightest idea.
we just thought that its funny for some bloody messed up reason; that no one wantonly cares.
So, onto the introduction!
My name is Nzam, but you can call me anything from Basketball to Mr Retarded. I am too old to be playing games, yet i don't seem to give a damn about it. And I'm GAY. OKAY?
And Me IS WIN. GG
-.- Ok kejap, sorry la, yer saya ni memang suka merepek okay? Anyway, saya dilahirkan di dalam Marketing Meeting. Muka saya macam lahanat syaitan yang direjam. Perangai macam orang yang gila seks; terkinja kinja lompat sana sini pegang sesuatu yang dipanggil kemaluan.
What the fcuk. Anyway, do pardon me for the inappropriate use of language here and then. Anyway, on with it!
Saya rasa saya amat handsome tak tahan. Tahap maharaja. Amat suka meng-imaginasi-kan perkara yang selalunya tidak masuk akal, seperti bagaimanakah rupa Jennifer Lopez semasa menghadapai cirit birit yang agak maksima.
Ok, enough about me.
So anyway, to those who survived up to this point; you guys might started to realize and started screaming "So whats the point of this blog????!!"
Well, believe in me, there's absolutely no point. We just write, laughing at your toaster like faces, and live another day to actually talk about it at some Fast Food Chain Outlet like Ma-Ke-Donald.