Eid; Kudos.

1st agenda before anything else, including those adept comment on fail people and etc.

Happy eid mubarad to all who celebrate it; May my harsh, heart penetrating words be forgiven, again this year. Sorry, if ive been absent for too long to whoever are still reading this blog. Sorry if ive not offended you (yes you read it right, not offended), sorry if my lack of post and updates are somehow affecting in your rel life anyway (if thats the case, i truly believe you need some spiritual guidance or some reality check)

Anyway, again, happy eid mubarak. Im still lost for words even after all this month; after all this minutes and such.

Still,....

Happy Eid Mubarak

i would like to wish all of my friends, bloggers and whoever knows me Selamat Hari Raya maaf zahir and batin. im sorry if ive done anythng wrong or scratched your heart and feelings. please dont annihilate me :( i love you guys, yes you. yes youre the one who reads this post haha. till then, wish you have a good hari raya this year.
love,khaidir

Chill :)

dont get too happy and enjoy too much guys. because even the most happiest creature in the world get sad one day. so do u. so dont enjoy too much, live averagely. u can get yourself happy but not too much aite ;)

Cannot Resist

Horny lah sial =x
well, we as human being do have feelings. i dont care if u wanna say anything about this haha. i know, u also sometimes feel the same. blek!

Trying to be Religious

You know, there are 2 things in life cannot wait.
#1,doing good deeds
#2,fullfulling filial piety


i myself havent started number one. how am i going for the number two?

=D

i want her i want her i want her xD
HIHI im totally insane. my insanity is beyond expectation. WOHOO!
BUT =x the thing is she doenst want me haha.

DOWN

you know, sometimes fate doesnt always be by our side. what can we do except for moving on. but i would like to make an exception for that. sometimes we can change the fate itself. so,im going to challange my fate and look forward, get what i wanted.

forget about that,

hmmm, its kinda hard to accept for what had happened. i spoilt a lot of things, lost tonnes of happines. im too selfish, i never appreciate things that ive got. slowly, im losing it. and i have nothing now. not even a little happiness in me.im fading away from the world. i sometimes wonder what is she doing. giggling maybe. living happily without me. its ok. ive grown up. my mind set may be like child's mind but im big enough to think as a grown up human being. ive been through a hard time, life didnt treat me very well.i only earned trash with 18 years on earth

IDONTKNOW.
i dont know what else to write.
PASRAH,*pasrah tu ape?*ive no idea

CRAZAAYY

I MISS YOU :)
YES YOU, You know who you are.
FATASHAH <3

EPIC FAIL

FAIL CLARINET PAINTING,haha

What A Disaster

ive been pinned with a SUPER lame problem -.- it makes my head spins super fast. DAMN GIRL, i wish i never met u, never talked to u. i feel like fucking myself.