GG

I am so GG, bye.

Dear Friends,

I am sorry for not texting, calling, asking what are u guys doing now and etc LOL. This is due to the extinction of my credits! Sorry guys. I know some of you might claim im someone who forgets friends, someone who doesnt want to spend time with the others. Its just i dont reeally have times for that, due to time management and laziness =x no just kidding. I just want you to know that i miss all of you. Including you. Yes the one who reads this -.- zzzz. Even youre not my friend. Yeap its true im a kind-hearted cute guy. Sorry, self-proclaiming. No, its true im someone worth friend with! Btw im currently super bored.
Ok, on the other hand, I play DOTA like almost everyday. Poor my baby. Sorry sweetie, you gotta understand that your bf is a pro gamer (yet to be) LOL. Im so lucky cause she understands me, else she would have dumped me =/ Dont worry i wont neglect you :) till then, see ya!

All Messed Up

Hey its been a while. 3 weeks i guess? I'm not really sure but ahh forget about that. I'm currently tensed up. I don't know what tensed me. Fuck i still cant figure it out. MUET is like weeks from now. And I'm quite stressed. I studied NONE. NONE i tell you. I at least want Ben 4 and above. Fuck i need a vacation. Please let me outta here. i mean where am i staying right now. Practically I'm sitting and wasting my fucking time DOTA-ing, PKO-ing (Pirate King Online,for your info) and FB-ing. I really have nothing to do. 3 months to go before my new semester starts back. What a very long vacation. I'm not used to a long vacation. Yes i need books with me, i love books, i sleep with them. Books are like my closest buddy. You guys aren't. Sorry no heart feelings. I'm just in love with books. Fuck i should get married soon, with a book. ah man I'm in love. fuck, stop crapping mofo. bye <3

Bereft of hope.

Hye its been weeks since my last post. Im technically bored and just finished playing dota with izzat hazwan,haris ayub,haziq harun and izzat's friend. I must say it was a tough game, PHEW. We lost but lost with pride actually. We won the first game, at least haha. Duhh dota, a game which girls hate the most. Haha. Some girls even play dota and yes i do respect them! They are prooo. Fuck it i need to spice my skills up in dota. ahh knock it out. You should be boring reading this crap. Well yeah im currently stuck here in my room doing nothing. I mean ill be enjoying a very long holiday-like 5 months? Im dead meat! i have nothing to do. Working will not be the answer. Sorry if you have that cunt idea in your mind. Ill pass, heh sorry. I dont know why, i once worked with quiksilver. I had enough. Working = boring X boring X boring X boring and blabla. Ok, done crapping. Nite friends, love ya S2

hY3~......

hye i was handsome! that was long ago laaaa. now me no longer handsome. now, tomolo i got paper one. exam la i mean. paper called BMW ma. not the car laa. haiyooo. u always jump into conclusion one. not that one. this BMW we call basic method and report writing. quite hard la this subject one. me also donno what come out. me espect easy the one lah. cause me also study not good one. i mean me study then online study then online. HAHAHAH bad me aaa. silly lo me. lazy one. when want study also i donno one. hehe. later la. i wanna go sleep lo. tired edi. me driven car so traffic jam a! walao 2 hours u think what? 2 hours in traffic jam can die ooo. haish. me go sleep aa. nite people!
Bad English teaches us to be better anyhow. I mean, where we were from? We didn't write and speak nice and smoothly when we were young. It is experience that makes us a great and intelligent. Thank you.

Simple yet Confusing

When you have nothing to write, you feel you're just stupid. No, not really. Maybe you're just out of ideas. I still remember my best buddy- Izzat told me a nice-great quotation. It sounds like this "A knowledgeable man knows how little he knows". Indeed, it is so true. I somehow imagine how my life would be in 10 or 20 years time. Might be suffering or enjoying life. No matter how good you are, how well you perform your life, no matter how well you manage your life, you will not get what u determined before, what you wished for and what you aimed if you face a real strong passionate hatred of society/people around you. You will not even get a single respect. I bet you. Enough said.

This is the story of my love life, sad and bitter.

After months being with her, i decided to let her go real soon. This is my destiny. I was destined not to be with her for forever, or i might get her back soon. Time will tell. Months having a real deep feelings towards her, lived with her, slept with her, done everything with her are just history that will never be coming back. I feel like jumping from a newly-build skycrapper, Burj Al-Khalifah in UAE. Yes i was madly in love with her we had a splendid time together. Her body, her eyes, and hands made me live happily like no one ever exist in the world except for me and her. She treated me very nicely. She was also very dear to me. I know, what an absurd decision i have made. Im a right cunt! People said we were perfectly matched but all i can do is nothing. Good bye my dear, may god bless you. Dear feelings of mine, please go away. I'll keep you buried in my god damn fucking mind, MAA 64. Yes, she is my car.